ok... firstly. I APOLOGISE about everything. Even though i think its a misunderstanding. I will still say sorry first. It's never wrong to apologise. Even if you don't forgive me, I will not blame you cos you've been so nice to me. NOW.... i say my part. Ok firstly, the previous post is meant to target my schoolteachers hu r idiots and my parents hu are too/'over' protective? I think gerbear understands the problems such as pocket money etc.... HAWK N EAGLE are juz common terms that i usually use for reference to spies... Anyway, I also told Gerbear that i didnt mind you checking on our convo actually, be it sms, or msn or anything. I mean we've done no wrong, I don't feel afraid at all. I don't mean that smsing her in sch is to hide anything from you.... That has never been my intention... I do not mean to teach her anything wrong. If I have given any impression that is that way, My sincere apologies. I juz wan to noe which part went wrong...



lolz tdy's post gna be like rojak. seriously. ok firstly. VINCE SUX. but im nt gna bad mouth him at all. its juz wrong. but im juz gna sae that only cos i cant take it anymore. anyway, i went leo hse on sat n plaed t.t and go lib and mug n some re. anw we tio pwnt in t.t. nxt time i muz try harder and gan gan lai and smash the ball. anw squash is dam fun lolx. the ball got squashed while plaeing squash. i dun wanan tok bout re anymore cos theres some idiot hu juz pisses me off. anyway i was being dam guai studying in the french room. lolx. dinner was dam nice cos it was nuggets and pasta(not spaghetti lulhx)(actually its penne). so anw dinner was great chatting and eating. something that we shld nt do lolx, toking with mouth full. but nvm, it was just dam boring nt toking. then tdy, i was mugging the whole day. then i updated my blog. so now archives can work, and its no longer lalala. read wad it saes. its quite random, but hey I WANT A LIGHTER lolx. and russell(my shooting fwen) was 'kind' enuff to remind me that ive nt been trning for shooting cos of national's team trning and our competition is juz right after them... sianz la, sure die one. u noe how to train? parkour for strength, and t.t. for reactiona dn accuracy lolx. jkjk. my whole body has been aching since i did parkour. anyway. tdy had a haircut... ewwwwwww make me look more like a normal person again. i like my blog skin alot cos its emo like me. anyway on sat leo mum had a nice long chat wiv me. i suddenly feel myself dam useless and pititful again. something i tried to ignore and forget since the start of this stupid journey, a journey where i have to suffer all day, evryday. but i wun complain... cos simply i have changed to be a diff person, indvidualistic, lonely, solitary, warrior? yes no mebbe? blame it on adults? no way. its no one's fault but mine. cos i chose the path. i juz wanna blame myself for all that happened. i chose that path. i chose to die. a path of self destruction as well as destruction. joy, wad joy? sorrow, wad sorrow? in life, theres evrything or nothing. people sae how can a cage bird sing fr it is in sorrow. i sae, y not let it sing so that some1 will free it for wad it has rather than pity it. in this disgusting world out there, fight with wad u have. fight to be free. freedom is what we all long, but something thats is hard to get even though its just right before you, yet its just out of your reach. fight hard, fight fast cos u r gna die soon. evry1 wans freedom, if u can give it, rmbr that thats is the best that u can give, not money, not food, not anything, because if u can make some1s fight shorter and he can enjoy his/her life longer. u noe y hawks and eagles are hated by all? its cos they dun give freedom. they are looked upon as power, thats all.



Firstly, lets tok bout yesterday. I woke up at 7:10 am. I chiong to sch and reached sch at like 7:35. imba pro. I sneaked into sch so nvr get caught by prefect. Then asst monitor treid to mark me present lolx. Then he got jagged cos tchr said how come 1 missing. then forced to mark me absent. Then in class i kept slping cant stay awake. For the whole week no math cos either tchr went on course or no period. then it was like he came into class we were all dam sad cos no free period. then he said its mutual dun wanna see us lolx. then juz after he said that, fire bell ring, fire drill lolx. we all laughed like crazy. then we rushed out. tws shouted for all of us to go in to hear announcement and instructions. then we waited n waited. then shankar(math tchr) went out to see. we waited and waited and waited. 10 min later. prefect came in. said wad the hell r u all doin here. we said waiting for announcement. he said the whole sch is already at raffles sq. announcement was ages ago. we were like wth. we chiong dwn and got scolded along te way as well. dam jag lolx. then throughout the entire time. i was slping. then 9:40 end, say go bk class for lesson. we went back class, shankar pon lesson lolx. so we had early recess. nth much till last period. phy was dam funny. at the start of lesson, phy tchr came in to class frm back. then he was limping. my fren point to him and say he's LIMPING. i said no, cos another guy juz nxt to tchr was called LINPING. i said that's linping. he was dam funny, he laughed n said walau, u dam LAME. for the rest of the lesson, i was laughing like crazy. then after sch, i chiong to design centre to get the plaster of paris. then tried to salvage the astro turf turf for our grass. then i took 13 to leo hse. cos i was dam tired, i overslept and was stuck in telok kurau. i called leo and he said, if u miss ur stop no way back i was like wth? then i decided to take the opp bus back. then i didnt noe which stop. so leo mum call me to call germaine for directions to meet. i said i wanna go to LUCKY PLAZA. she thot i said LUCKY STN. so she said didnt noe. zZzzz. dam lame. so in the end actually i walked frm CITY PLAZA to leo hse to gel(geylang east lib) cos i walked before. zZz dam tired. then i got some snax frm across the lib. then after that leo mum fetched us to go nat stdm there. then nice ice cream closed so sad. then went leo hse. then we plaed t.t and squash while waiting for vince. aiyo vince DAM SLOW LA. then we did work, both on re and mugging. i dam guai rite lolz. my dad dam nice... i like magic alot. then after work or smth he chiong dwn to dempsey road or smth to get magic toys for me. some radio program or smth. in conjuction witht eh magic box show that i was sayin bout previously. inside dam nice. i mentioned it once and he really got it for me. dam far somemore. tytytyty.

anw. tdy staff trning day. i seriously wonder y the hell do tchrs go to sentosa for staff trning? FAKE LA. PARTY more like it. anw i woke up then chiong to orchard for ss doc. dam tiring trying to take vid of idiots hu juz dao u. seriously. they juz wave u off, dam bloody rude. courtesy? wad courtesy.... anw gonna chk out my new magic toys soon. nth much to say la. i juz got some pamphlets bout MAGICBOX. really hope to watch it. esp if i win. itll be gr8. mebbe tdy i dun go over to leo hse do work la, i go on sat if i can. sayonara for nw.



Ok. sch started out as usual which means is dam lame/crap/boring/get scrwd lolz. anw. i was dam tired. so i went sch early n juz slept on the table immediately. even when bell rang for assembly, i was slping, but my asst monitor dam nice cos we quite close and when he was injured no one really helped la xcept me. i really dunno y i wanted to hlp him. instinct? dunno. anw he was dam grateful at that time. cos he neede food then prefect dam idiot dun allow him to buy food first and dun sympathise wiv him. so i juz hlp him cut queue lor. quite natural liaox. lolz. anw we also plaed t.t together. then first lesson philo. which means slack....nxt period>> chinese. my chinese paper got back. evrything ok xcept i failed both my compre. which means total dam scrwd up. shhhh dun ask. nxt recess. i dam crazy, i ate spageti, mash potato, fish, burger and drinks and sausages. equivalent to 2 meals +? cos nxt period math and math tchr nvr come. i shld have used the time to mug maths but iw as dam tired to cant be gd boi and mug i juz SLEPT. like a pig yes. sorry la k? lol. then it was 3 periods of RE. woohooo means slack time again. and yes i slept for an hr later again. i cleared up matters with vince so alls well thats ends well? i hope. anw it was the bloody stupid el essay test/com? we waited like hell long for it. dam waste time. i decided to try parkour. and yes!! i suceeded. i feeels so pro. tyty. obstacle? NEVER! anw for the essay supposed to write intro only. and i made it dam drama lolz. dun nd bother sayin la. sure die de. no one got vivid imagination like me unless he crazy like me lolz. anw i made it dam funny cos i said...>>> my name is RAIN. lolz. leo if u read this ull be like lmao. then we went leo hse later after we couldnt get to saga city in time. zZzz. nvm. his hse i go eat pizza. yay. dam nice hawaian ROX. then leo mum tok dam long to me. sae i good boi. weee so guai. tyty. i am and will always be nice to all my fwens and hlp them whenever they need me. anw i passed some poser i drew to germaine cos i promised/mentioned i will hlp. so THERE. dun laugh at my noob poster. i so long nvr draw le. use too much photoshop.SOZ.... me NOOB, NUBER DUCKIE(sltg)i no life sowee lolz. anw. then i went for dinner. then i settled the safra problem somehow? quite unexpected really. i feel more at ease. its juz that i still got splitting headache dam pain. say OWWW. wad i worry for tmr is when is book test as well as my phy and math i nvr catch up. gna die dam bad. HOW??? and MY CHINESE SUX> dunno y cos im too lazy? mebe. my whole body aso aching cos of parkour. but i think its worth it. juz hopes that it will not affect my upcoming shooting competition. i need to be in top form. and i cant train at all cos no time, no energy, and no empty slot. so GGXXYYZZABC. i think hlping ppl is gewd. i will try me veriii best okies??? i go and slp now or try to mug or slp early then go leo hse tmr to mug/hlp in proj or smth. ANYTHING.....



Firstly Ill tok bout my sorrows? Then the good stuff comes nxt. Duh... good things save for last. Thats y i also like to eat cheese last most of the time. Unless the whole dish is nice. Shperd's pie was nice. THANK YOU! anyway. firstly. i restarted this blog 3 hrs later cos leo mum call me to restart and sleeping beauty also. so i considered and then i gt dam emo cos i tio ownt again. so i really needed a place to pour out? but it wun hlp la. i tried it before. tis more like diary lor. haha but doesnt hurt tryin la. anyway i went leo hse to finish up on model and mug abit. i went to piano sch and felt like taking up piano again. but i forot evrything. ow. im quite scrwd? nvm where theres a will theres a way. 有志者事竟成. see my china so pro.
Sorrows: 1 >>SAFRA THINGY----the only chance i got is to postpone it. shyt la. dunno y i kp gettin crap. hope his will be forgotten instead.
2>>Must tell parents evrything(or rather open up more). theres nth much to sae really. i keep all to myself mostly. i noe its bad. but..... i really dun really like to open up cos theres really nth much i wanna sae to you guyz. I mean im like out the whole day almost all the time. so really by the time i get hme im dam tired. u wanna noe where i am? safra. so simple.
3>>My whole body is aching. LEONARD ALL UR FAULT. MAKE ME GO PARKOUR>i KIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLL u lolz. then after that still pang seh. walau. i nd passs to u the stuff
4>>VINCE STILL WANS TO SLACK LIKE WTH LA---if i murder him dun blame me hor
5>>So much work to do so little done--- u noe wad? ima gna heed ppls advice and take things 1 step a a time. die slowly. dunno y i rather die faster but mebbe u can hope u wun die after a while. see how lor. but if i wan die i rather jump off a building. cos u will seriously feel free literally of all burdens. so hapy in the skies for the last time.

CHEERS: 1>>My first 2 days were quite nice cos alot of tchrs nvr come or got alot of time to slp, then can use other time to mug
2>>PARKOUR zomg. how to describe it. the feeling is sensational. dam nice. but one bad thing is my whole body aches cos i nvr do such stunt since dam long le. and i didnt bother warming up cos i was plaein table tennis wiv fren. i managed to la qiu and catch all the shots that he keep changing sides left right left right. might as well ask him go army now and march la. My neck is sprained, right toe cut abit, left ankle sprained, both wrists sprained, and dam embarrased cos i cant forward roll, or rather i got injured befor so i dare not hit my head again. more like fear la. cos the other stuff i dare do.
3>>hayate and leo mum dam nice to me. TYTYTYTYTYTYTYTY so much. i dun deserve all that la. really.
4>>tmr or rather tdy(cos after 12 lol) got 3 period re. means can use the time to mug or smth or slp?
5>>12-20 july got magic show. i feel like goin after my re presentation really. i noe its no fun anymore cos i noe how alot of them are done. but i think its gna be fun to watch magic show
. n u noe how ima gna get the money to watch? im gna win the first prize and model prize and get enuff money to buy first class seats lol. no la wun waste all my money on such nonsense. i rather buy a lighter. lol.

when im pissd. i always go to gunz and see awhile then come out. alot of discipline hor? nvr get addicted anymore. so guai haha. but tdy. i decided nt to. juz go and blast musik can le. im still dam emo/pissd/sad/disappointed/hate-my-luck. life SUX.



the last post that i made was bout sorry. now im gna say sorry again cos im gna close dwn this blog. i mean wads the pt when i cant even have my own pvt place to blog and use it as a diary? even if i start a new blog, it will get found out cos i use a shared com. even if i put pw, it will get hacked easily. so u noe wad? juz close blog....



ok. sorry for the stupid sign. i think it was stupid to follow my class trend to juz post that on blogs( for evry1 hu has 1). i juz dunno y i folloed them.



MILIEU? What a stupid name right? Only an asshole can ever think of such a stupid name. And thats y he also gave such a shyt excuse. read this.""""""pfft have been trying to send this for quite a while. dunno what's wrong with the internet sorry. k check it out. i think the innovations can simply be added onto the body of the model, because it's pretty much possible to be done through painting."""". wtf la. thers smth called a handphone, or a normal phone. or letter. or you can walk. or fei gei chuan xing. lidat lame excuse also can give. asshole. and ur rpt is scrwd up really. theres class, but its all bull fat inside.



Ok for this post gonna have a few lyrics frm the songs to really describe how i feel. i noe im dam noob at songs ok? cos its like i dun listen to el songs much.. And its gna be dam random ok? juz read erything indv with an open mind.

To all: "Thanks for the memories"--I really wanna thank you all for makin my days at ur hse so dam enjoyable, really, "we had joy , we had fun , we had seasons in the sun", mebbe not seasons cos it has been close to 3 wks, but yes, we had joy we had fun when we jokes, plaed table tennis, cards, gunz, barbecue. TYTY so much."Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave"-- U made me try to forget my sorrows and let me spill my heart out so that I will feel better, u tried oh so hard, and i really have to thank you alot for that. the advice you gave i will always remember. The smile on your face made me cheerful everytime i went there even though the situation looks so gloomy. You lit a candle in my head and in your own words' became my beacon of light' to guide me out of the dark and almost endless tunnel.

To Leonard's dad: thx for the great n lame and politically correct jokes, advice when we felt down.
To leonard's mum: thx for the great help, great words like ' mei you yong de dong xi, zhu tou' xD. You were also our vessel to alot of places to get materials and other stuff. Thx for the food and great time there for tryin to make me feel home.
To leonard: Thx for ( i really dunno wad to thank for lol). You were the one whom i communicated best with cos we noe each other, you made me feel not so awkward.
To germaine: THX. THX so much for all that you have done. you were not uselsss. in fact you helped alot. more than i can eva thnx. really. you sacrificed ur hols. if its cos of me that i made u get into trouble, im reeelllllly sorry. i really feel damn guilty. you made me feel cheerful with your wave(hey girl i wanna catch your wave>>really cos u always wave like in gunz or smth). ur advice i will always bear in mind. and ur piano is really nt bad. juz keep it up. stay cheerful. atta girl!!>.....

KK, now for Wad happened. i went at 8 again, this time at nite lol. then we started work quite slowly, then somemore got distracted by magic trix. zZz i noe how all were done xcept for the stupid fire tric. y dun u beleive me? zZzz. so dam ezy even i can make. oh and also i dunno the 4 diamonds or smth change to 6 diamonds. la w/e it was. kinda cool. if it had been in normal i might have found out. but they made it slow mo, so dam irritating cos u WILL get tricked. duh... and germaine, it was cos of magic and other stuff that i know how to tell which hand got the ball and other stuff. i will really teach if u really want. and im kinda happy daniel chua invited me to go another shooting competition. singapore open. i am dam sad that i was unable to stay overnite. it would have been great. mebbe another time?/ but my parents dun like it? SHYT LA/. think im a 3 yr old boi isit? w/e lets juz try to end on a happy note, but its really kinda diff cos i tink i got u into trouble wiv my last sms. IM REALLY SORRY.
















K, since now im in a better mood cos i got back my laptop back where there's no virus or ath, i will blog and rant evrything. K firstly, in the morn i woke up dam late ystdy. so i reached leo hse at arnd 10. i was like the only one there. like zzzzzzz. gerbear and leo both went out. one went cca, one went for proj work. hope u noe hu nvr goes cca so u can decide hu went for wad. anyway leo dad dam nice took leave to hlp out abit. lol this is wad he did: give instructions to make metal poles, then go buy silicon then give abit more ideas then strike jackpot cos he found a nice fren to hlp us make trees, then drive us to singpost to buy sommemore stuf. so nice guy *twinkles*.... anyway then at arnd 12 ++ then gerbear came back. and she mistook me for a *******. walau. anyway then we all started to do work again. dam slow cos me alone. then we did somemore work then we went out to buy materials and eat dinner. then came back to continue. then I DUN BELIEVE IN THAT DIE SHEN. anw u want fillers for arnd his time, go and see gerbear blog. then anw we took some pix frm a police car cos dam hard to find. then we made somemmore stuff until dam late at nite. gerbear got cut again... owwww so pain. then anyway a mn then we got a sorta complete model. see the pix that ima gna upload. then came home then im so fukin pissd. cos of hell lot of virus and spyware im accused of hell lot shyt. im so ******* pissd ok. im dam tired and u accuse me. wth la. i hate it when ppl accuse me of stuff i nvr do ok? shyt la. i was so pissd that i didnt go and sleep in bed. i stay downstairs and trid to service the com. ask me go up i also wun. then i stayed till 4 am then slept a bit then wake up again then sleep again at 6 am then wake up again like that all the way to bout 10 am which is juz 1 hr ago. all hw nt done yet. hwhwhw??????????????????????? sianz la.



Im dam pissd. so I will only juz say model done. u wan see the pix go see gerbear's blog.



zomg i cant believe it. i almost forgot that there was smth dam kewl tdy. like dam late at nite that time. then we were spposed to do some nonsense. then leo mum suggested wire mesh, then nt long enuff, then leo suggested stretching it, we said waaa. then still nt enuff, then i suggested covering the open part wiv wood which we can write stuff on, then we said waaaaaaaa. then germaine said smth else also then we said waaaaaaaaaa then again n again lol.......... but the first 3 were dam nce revelations. yay. our compiled book of revelations.





Hmmm, finally, the model is 99% done . WOOOOHOOOOOOO. Like omfg finally. after like wth more than 2 wks. basket. my whole hols go dwn the drain. WALAU eh. all my hw still hvnt done yet. and im like blogging in the wee hrs of the morn evryday and then do abit of hw and then slp at 3 + and then wake up at 7? shyt la. Wan me die isit. furs time i slept at leo hse today. nt cos i was tired, but cos i was dam bored then i decided to 'close my eyes' lol. then fell asleep. zZz. tdy spam t.t. again. waaa shiok seh. and finaly YOU play squash wiv me. nvm anyway got the 2 irritating kiddies again. make me feel like kiddy again. i still think i am lol. nt the pt. nvm anyway then after that spam proj again. then at nite dam late then finally stab the first model home into styrofoam. so we had some 'opening ceremony' lol and took some pix. chk it out>>>. and dam late then we tried to melt the plastic to stick the thingy on top of the wire mesh. like quite impossible but to me dam fun. i knew i brought my lighter correctly. and science is some imba? we burnt the wood but cos is wrapped in mesh, then nvr burn like zomg so friggin pro. anyway i was dam retarded. i treid to melt the styrofoam earlier then couldnt hold my breath long enuff so the smoke went into my eyes dam pain, and i breathed in the poisonous smoke. dam pain sia. anyway tdy was nt bad la overall. ima gna wake up in another 3 hrs? and start another long day of more than 16 hrs(that was for ystdy) anw tdy(cos its over 12) ima hoping to wrap up fast then play alot either cards/gunz/table tennis/bwling/w.e. nitez, wait morn i mean. lolz. oh ya and gerbear finally got new skin yayx cheers sia. and guess wads the skin? SKY BLUUUUUUUUUU/ yea yea whoa.



lets juz admit it ok?life sux. esp that of mine. seriously like wth la. my life is wasted on some dumbass proj. instead of that time i can use it to go and rest? mug? slack? ath but that bloody proj that ive been doin for 14 days? 14 hrs each? or smth. w/e u get the bloody idea. anyway tdy was dam sian. i went dam early. dam tired. head splitting headache, then start work early. but we went to play tt for dam long. then after that cos leo mum out then we all slack like hell. we all went to plae gunz. then germaine dam nice sae i nvr plae lol. so whole day quite wasted la. then at nite went out to yew tee to see again. the only thing i think was nice was the GPS haha. dam funny la. anyway nth much to lol bout. im getting dam irritable by the day. u piss me of im friggin gna kill u seriously. esp if ur name starts with v. v for vendetta? i have a personal vendetta against u nw.



Great day? To a large extent lol. Tdy was quite nice la. I went early then started work on the model early. After that we went to play table tennis. Waaa seh. My t.t. so frigginn noob sia. but anyway we played doubles most of the time and we kept winning more? dunno dun care dndc lol. i usually pair wiv germaine then we PWN. then i pair wiv leo wa seh, not bad la. then omelete guy friggin attitude sia. then dunno for some reason got some choose ball to see hu start. then i can tell where it is. but germaine dun believe. nxt time teach u la. i only got 2 wrong or smth. fan zhen is almost all right la. i reeeeely have to thank all m 'hard work' in learning how to cheat and lie and do card trix? then after that was quite nice a western meal. as usual too much lol. anyway tdy was great cos leonard mum nvr kill either me or germaine for tokin to each other. zZz. finally. anyway then later at arnd 8 we went out to leonard's relatives organised barbecue for some reason dndc at downtown east. not bad la. but same problem as leonard says cos they spmmed my plate full like zomg wtfbbq. no pun intended. nvm then anyway lucky germaine hlp me eat abit. thxthx. i dint mean to de cun jing ce. then after that we went to play cards wih leo dad also. ho yea. dam fun. then germaine kp saying im a cheat like WALAU> NVR LA> like hus the one hu kp seeing my cards lolx. nvm la. i dun really care much. cos im training my skillz. real competition i WUN let u see hehex. no peekin. go play pick a boo with those scaredy cats or crybabies or those chickens. lolx. i tink only u understand. nvm. then after that we chiong back to leo hse there where my dad picked me up. but en route germaine go and send flying fingers to her fone. like wads so fun bout it? nvm tmr i see. NOW, was pissing is that bloody vince finally ans our call. like bloody hell la. now then sae overseas. since when u tell me earlier? and if so, y nt tell leo also. he also in grp wad. i can bloody shoot dwn all ur excuses lor. idiot. IDOIT. world's biggest git. somemore say I didnt think that you guys would finish so fast. think we noob isit. go die la. hiaz dam tired la. i go chiong some work then go slp le. then tmr wake up early again. btw, i finally made my own hax. woohoooo. some imba? pro? tyty. lol. oh yea that reminds me juz nw dam jag and funny. leo mum say im dam matured or smth. then i raised my hands and said tyty lawis style. LOLZ. then evry1 laughed. haha. thats juz me. xD kk nitez.



hmmmms. wads there to tok bout. oh yea. gerbear bdae, then i was oooooo so surprised. lolz. then anyway we started abit earlier. but thx to leonard, not much work done again. walau nxt time im seriously nt gonna show u any hax. bloody hell. whole day slack. hiaz. wad a waste. then the whole family went out hmmmm cos of me? then im left alone in their hse lolz. so i made good use of my time. guess wad i did? go back to gunz after a long 7 mth break? nice? i lvled both G O D and BushyTail. xD my hax sux la. the new hack creaters so bloody noob. nvm. anyway i accidentally InjecTed(dun think of injector for hax lolx) myself with a supid stapler. oowwwwwwww soooo painful. then anyway her bdae quite sad la. nvr get to enjoy. but nvm. pt is i missd superband. walau. then we had bdae cake at nite so nice waaaa.... ty for cake xDxD. then we blasted happybirthday(click 5) and koko ni iru yo(soulja feat ayoma thelma). wad a blast!! lolz the pun. o.0 wad another waste of the day. and finaly tws ans my fone i bet he realised it was an emergency. xD so anyway he sounds abit pissd that veeeens nvr do work? BLOODY HELL WHERE THE FRIGGIN HELL ARE YOU CAN U BLOODY CONTACT US?




HAPPY BDAE GERMAINE! May u get ur wish to release a pet back to its natural habitat!!! Here's a dam friggin nice song, my dedication to u for ur bdae....

Click Five Lyrics
Happy Birthday Lyrics



juz another long day again.... and i feel so bad i gettin someone else into trouble..... soz soz. anyway we wasted another day of the hols again. so waste time hiaz. i blame only 1 person. no 2 actually. nvm tmr is gonna be a nice day i hope.







note the 'a' not the 'e'. i feel better/worse/no diff? i really dunno. hope it makes me better.THANK YOU SO MUCH. so nw my msn chat log is super duper long lolx. nt bad i spent my nite wisely in a way. woohooo. and zhujie thx for the final qn that leo forgot to tell me. and my grpmate is ooooooooooooooo soooo relaible, uncontactable. go to hell la.



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IM SERIOUSLY SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO DO NOT NOE WAD HAPPENED AND JUST KEEP MAKING JUDGEMENTS ANYHOW. EVRYTIME I DO SMTH GOOD I NVR GET ANYTHING GOOD, IN FACT I GET BLAMED AND SCOLDED. WHEN I DO SMTH BAD I ALWAYS GET AWAY WITH IT. SO IS IT WANT ME TO BE NT NICE TO ANYBODY? AND U THINK I WANT TO DO THIS SHYT ISIT? LIKE WTH MAN. U THINK I WANNA WASTE MY HOLS ON SOME SHYT CRAP THAT TAKES UP ALL MY TIME AND ENERGY?NXT TIME SERIOUSLY THINK BEFORE U TOK AND MAKE ME PISSD. BLOODY HELL I CAN GIVE UP ON ALL THE CRAP ALSO RIGHT? Y MUZ I BE INVOLVED IN ALL THE RUBBISH?



Seriously, read the title. Im dam bloody pissd liaox. tdy shooting competition was like shyt. seriously. 60 shots i think 50 are 8s lor. like wth man. then after that i went to leonard hse do re again. then we played dai di. duh.. and i keep gettin some retarded hand. he got dunno hw many 2s lor. evry game sure got at least 2 2s. and i ether get none or 1(dam seldom). and leonard really listen to me when nt to play gunz. haha. then couldnt play t.t. like wth man. dam sian. but at least did some productive work, then ate nice pizza for dinner. my nxt semester work gonna die le, i hvnt even start on any shyt. hiaz forget it la, all because of this supid re. and now i have no more energy to do anything but slp. hiaz. tmr play t.t again and got some omelete guy again.sianz la



after a long time nt bloggin. the only main event is my re project(school research project) which is uber super duper really retarded. greenbuilding. u make a model of yew tee cc and get a chance to win some really lousy cash prize. after spending loads of time and hard work on it. So we went to leonard's hse to do. and there like dam resourceful dam nice. and leonard family dam nice hosts. his sis went to hlp even though nt her proj lor. dam nice rie? his mum also hlp alot seriously alot. and dam pro. then leonard? slping away. hiaz. anyway gerbear and some random sunnysideup-omelete loving guy both got cut. see la not careful. anyway so now we can say we shed blood(duhh juz mentioned), sweat(dam tiring) and tears(u see the wood keep breaking alot cos its freaking thin and we are really careless) then we always play table tennis in the morn and i lost like free. we also play gunz sometimes if we can sneak yay. so long nvr touch gunz. feels good. now i dam noob le. then we also play alot of cards. y leonard and germaine dun trus me? hiaz. so sad. i only like the 2 spades wad haha xD.then tmr got NUSIS. dam sianz. last trning was dam nice i regain my form finally. but nt sure whether isit tyco or not. nvm la. hope can last for nusis. if i pro then mebbe got indv prize. haha fat hope la. anyway already spent almost a week le at leo hse doin the proj, i goin to do again for another long time. sianz. nw i go slp so my eyesight for tmr improve. h ya and tdy i went to play pool, and bowling wiv jianhuan, alex, abigail, jia qi and jodie. o.0 then had to zao early sianz la. long time nvr bowl. tdy bowl like sai lidat. walau. shyt la. nvm i really go slp le.