sigh... the days are passing too quickly for me to enjoy/ mug..... im not understanding anything in class at all... school's a serious waste of time. and thats how i wasted my entire 3.5 years so far... anyway, im nt gna tok bout the day's events unless im free. ive seriously got some big questions/arguments unanswered. Why is it that people should forget their grudges and forgive and forget, considering the fact that yo have been harmed for many years by different and same people? Why is it that although you have been good, because of something and you want revenge, you are not allowed? Lets take harvey dent-two face from bat man as an example. Harvey dent is some good guy, the white knight of gotham. When his loved one is dead and he is defaced, he becomes two-face. An evil person. At the end of the muvee, batman and the others had this convo, smth bout the joker took the best and most vulnerable guy and tore his good apart, turning him evil. harvey was chosen. Is it the rules and laws that differentiate a good from the bad? A bad man may seek justice in one way but not follow laws and a good man may seek justice but abide by the laws and not feel that satisfied. Is it how well a man can tolerate or for wad reason tht he forgives and forgets and not revenge?



its been a long time since i blogged. nows a great time.... 1 min before im forced to slp. tmr's the prize presentation muz get beauty slp lol. no la jkjk. anw tdy wasnt a great day anw. i mean my maths cct scrwd up. like the song viva la vida, i was once dam good at differentiation, now i panic and scrw up totally. sigh. u r once great , n the nxt day u r nothin. anw i watch the dark knight and have alot to discuss bout. but first... slp tmr i will blog i hope. VIVA LA VIDA!!!



pe was crazy fun. then math lame rubbish. then recess yay. then double el. i wanted to slp, but decided shooting ppl dwn more fun. so when i present sure die. hu cares. got kaiyu to rebutt. xD. then assmbly dam funny. me n leo wanted to tok. so i brought him to some spot dam nice hidden. he continue his installation on his laptop haha. then rosie smith came to find us. she made us go 1 seat dwn. but we still stuck the laptop below the chair and use wireless mouse control it lol. dam funny. then my 2 fts were infront, one slping. then the tok was bout hiv and aids. then at some pt, the speaker askd smth bout how to get hiv/aids. some dude shouted blood transfusion. then the speaker dam funny, he said yep correct casual sex. LOLZ. the whole auitorium laughed liked crazy. then went leo hse do re again. sigh....... tis proj goin no where for now. Look at this nowhere wad did u read it as? now here? or no where? juz realized so kewl when i typed. anw pistol guyz rox, they did dam well. gratz and my gun xD jkjk. then anw my estimation dam zhai sia. juz realized that our model juz the right size.



my life? watch simple plan's vid again n u will noe wad its like.

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life




dunno how things will continue. lets take things a step at a time shall we?




Lolol, dam funny lor, leo father dam fast think of that on the spot, suits da well. so pro sia.
anw, i think i lost my bottle somehow in the rush to get out of the car to go to the car. hiaz. mum was quite upset, say i keep losing water bottle. its either in the car or on the grnd. anw i juz realized smth bout my head, its super fragile. i nvr realised until tdy morning...... that sux la. i really dun dare try parkour anymore. not funny lor. anw gotta thx leo mum for hlping me find my bottle. and leonard.......... anw i also dunno how leo fwens gonna all stay over night and do work lolz. our proj quite dead so mebbe in the end might also have to stay overnight. haha. most prob parents wun allow. see how lor. anw im very proud of the trees that i made. so nice. anw gtg




ok tdy i dam guai lor, after sch i go and mug in gel, so guai ritez. mug till like 7. sheesh i thot mebbe go earlier then start earlier, but then leonard nvr come back, so dam wierd. then i had chocolate oreo, so nice.... then started work dam fast, dam tired, so wun tok much, a pix paints a 1000 words, so... enjoy this imba work that we did.


oh and i want to get at least 3.6 duh... but.... reality is nvr meant to be that way. ill try hard lehx, but still difficile rite???



tdy was like roller coaster ride sia. first period math i was like ok... i can do the sums cos i pay attn even though feel like slping. then chi bk test, the stupid bloody tchr purposely took out the page numbers. bloody idiot. anw i think i can pass at least i hope. then recess show magic trick. geog was quite nice as usual, then cle. proper cle, at least, nvr change to el...... we went to 4T cos class projector scrwd up. then blee saw some1 bag inside got psp, then he started plaeing. i was like walau u dam asshole lehx. then he say thats how ppl steal stuff, then he saw me like think hes some idiot then he go put back lol, but not before killing an enemy. then i slp thru the cle lesson. then it was phy prac. agggrh my readings dam guai lan. nvm, cant hlp it. lucky i mugged the nite before. so anw after sch went to gel lib, but not before arguing wiv my parents that i shld mug there and nt at hme. i was dam guai lor. then i found the latest bk snakehead for alexrider. im a fan man. dam nice, i borrowd at 4:45 or smth, read all the way till 7 pm. walk read walk read walk read. so abit slower than normal. 400 pages nia. if only zhuo he de chao ji ama was liek this bk, i pwn liaox. then at nite i realise re dam scrwd, so muz chiong tmr. then i finally rmbr to ask mom for eyedrop, i still dam kia of eyedrops, ao ask leo hlp me tmr haha. then he piss me off by saying he had the ans for bk test. idiot. nvm then i offer to hlp him for his vids. kk i reeeeeely have to go. cyaz










hmmmm, the day started out quite bad really. cos i was damn pissd/sad/emo/agnst frm all the scrwd up crap frm ystdy. so i came to sc wiv a heavy heart. anw. halfway in sch, suddenly rmbr bout sing open. so i ask my classmate also shooter, that bloody idiot said my competition is on 16 july. he was so confident, i asked him, he still said ya. then he was rattling on bout all the diff dates for all the events. some idiot. i panic like free, immediately sms shooting tchr bout me not making it. tchr dam nice, dunno y he so nice to me xD. he said nvm he'll try to chk out the stuff for me. remind him at nite he said. i was dam sad the whole day cos it was like i for this com dam long, then now cant make it. hiaz. then recess, saw vince, he dao me. basket. nxt to him my fwen then he wave and acknowledge me. wth la. contrast idiot. then i spent the rest of the day unhappily. then waited for tws after sch. dam long lehx. walau. so i prac parkour and got injured again lolz. then anw went to leo hse and plaed alot. tws made a comment that hmmmmm made me very cautious. dun nd to sae here la. anw then i think my service getting better, juz nd to be consistent. but i cant jie the ball. and also vince seems hmmm a little cooperative? dunno, mebeb the environment *cough cough*. then dinner i reminded the tchr and YES its not same day. bloody hell. im gna smack that idiot for making my day so shit. so anw things turned out quite ok la after that, and i had a nice long chat wiv leo's mum, i wanted to sae a few stuff but dno how to sae so dint sae lolz. nvm la. anw i really hope to cheer up more. anw, i really think that a diary is dam impt. it hlps u alot. and blogging is a gd way. and i also feel damn happy that leo family thnk's/likes/w/e me lolx. anyway heres some pix, the kittens me and leo saw them one day. damn cute. then another is thru microscope, then the other is my magic trix. so kewl and retarded.