lolz tdy's post gna be like rojak. seriously. ok firstly. VINCE SUX. but im nt gna bad mouth him at all. its juz wrong. but im juz gna sae that only cos i cant take it anymore. anyway, i went leo hse on sat n plaed t.t and go lib and mug n some re. anw we tio pwnt in t.t. nxt time i muz try harder and gan gan lai and smash the ball. anw squash is dam fun lolx. the ball got squashed while plaeing squash. i dun wanan tok bout re anymore cos theres some idiot hu juz pisses me off. anyway i was being dam guai studying in the french room. lolx. dinner was dam nice cos it was nuggets and pasta(not spaghetti lulhx)(actually its penne). so anw dinner was great chatting and eating. something that we shld nt do lolx, toking with mouth full. but nvm, it was just dam boring nt toking. then tdy, i was mugging the whole day. then i updated my blog. so now archives can work, and its no longer lalala. read wad it saes. its quite random, but hey I WANT A LIGHTER lolx. and russell(my shooting fwen) was 'kind' enuff to remind me that ive nt been trning for shooting cos of national's team trning and our competition is juz right after them... sianz la, sure die one. u noe how to train? parkour for strength, and t.t. for reactiona dn accuracy lolx. jkjk. my whole body has been aching since i did parkour. anyway. tdy had a haircut... ewwwwwww make me look more like a normal person again. i like my blog skin alot cos its emo like me. anyway on sat leo mum had a nice long chat wiv me. i suddenly feel myself dam useless and pititful again. something i tried to ignore and forget since the start of this stupid journey, a journey where i have to suffer all day, evryday. but i wun complain... cos simply i have changed to be a diff person, indvidualistic, lonely, solitary, warrior? yes no mebbe? blame it on adults? no way. its no one's fault but mine. cos i chose the path. i juz wanna blame myself for all that happened. i chose that path. i chose to die. a path of self destruction as well as destruction. joy, wad joy? sorrow, wad sorrow? in life, theres evrything or nothing. people sae how can a cage bird sing fr it is in sorrow. i sae, y not let it sing so that some1 will free it for wad it has rather than pity it. in this disgusting world out there, fight with wad u have. fight to be free. freedom is what we all long, but something thats is hard to get even though its just right before you, yet its just out of your reach. fight hard, fight fast cos u r gna die soon. evry1 wans freedom, if u can give it, rmbr that thats is the best that u can give, not money, not food, not anything, because if u can make some1s fight shorter and he can enjoy his/her life longer. u noe y hawks and eagles are hated by all? its cos they dun give freedom. they are looked upon as power, thats all.